The chance meeting of a lifetime, and what I cant stop thinking is why? What is the big picture here? I strongly believe that al things hapen for a reason, so what is the reason for this awesome experience? While I have been thinking on this very question for days now, I have an idea.
I have noticed an increased awareness of my surroundings, both nature and people. I am more sensitive to and aware of the goodness surrounding me on all sides. When I look down the street, instead of seeing the street and houses wishing I was surrounded by more nature, I see the grass next to the street with a spatering of clovers, bees flitting from one to the next busily collecting nectar, unintentionally polinating, bringing oportunity for new life in the wake of thier foot prints. Seeing things this way reminds me that everything I do, every word I say is an oportunity for me to give life and beauty to people and places around me.
I am learning a lot about who I am and who I want to be by being more aware of whats important to me and what I wish was more important to me. I have been searching through the depths of my inner self, realising it seems as vast and endless as space and time. I feel I will never realy grasp or understand the awesomenes of humanity, love, life and God.
I find such awesome wonder by simply looking up, but I seem to be missing something here. Although I am comforted and awed by looking up to the heavens, experiencing a brand new breathtaking scene each minute, I will remind myself to look around my world a bit more often. Take in the beauty around me, and remind myself that beauty is in all that surrounds me, if only I am looking for beauty with my heart.
You should take up art.
ReplyDeleteart is so vague. I paint when it feels right, found I get very emotional over my work though. A single painting will have many tears. But the outcome always surprises me.
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